no one owes you, no one's to blame

bye bye

2007-04-08T20:22:24Z

moved to

tearocket

Installation Video Component

2007-04-03T11:46:42Z

You may look at me and think. But don't worry, everybody has to think sometime.

Jess'ka! Hosuk is back O__O

2007-04-01T12:43:20Z

tomato__ Did you knooooow? He's baaaack.
It's Hosuk~~ He looks so manly O_O And his voice has changed so much *A* I think I have to buy his album, even if it's just for old times sake XD I don't really like this kinda music anymore. But It's Hosuk. Uaaa.

And I love the name Evan. And fuck. It's really been five years. FIVE. FIVE.

random ramblings

2007-04-01T08:56:24Z

Some fucker, or fuckers, stole our car's registration plate last night. I mean wtf?

Anyway. I vacuumed my room just now. I feel very productive XD. But yeah, I woke up about an hour ago, and started watching a season 3 episode of Whose Line, and then another. And another. And now i'm watching X-Files. Ewww. @___@. I watched an episode right before I went to sleep last night. Umm. Not a good idea. XD I can get so scared. Especially of Aliens, you know that weird shape thing. Creeps me out D: BUT. It was 2x01, and there was a cute kid playing Mini Mulder. But yea? That alien shape thing. Ick. Kept me awake D: Had to watch more Whose Line to stop thinking about it. XD

Scully just said "Extracted From The Eyeball". In an episode I saw last week, this convo took place:

Guy: It's a car!
Mulder: No, it's a jeep!

XD. How cute is that?
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Mom and I are going to Copenhagen tomorrow. I was exchanging money yesterday, and I met my English teacher at the exchange place. Turns out he's going too. XD. Kinda weird, but yea. lol. It's gonna be fun, I think.

Only three weeks left until Berlin. I am not all that excited about it anymore. Kinda don't wanna go anymore. BAH.

My ears hurt. And so does my right knee.

Edit: MULDER JUST GOT SPRAYED BY SOMETHING. OH NOES D:

finally

2007-03-31T07:50:35Z

It's finally over, for now. My two other tests went better, so that's good. Watching X-Files now, which is fun and things.

Ok.

I want to make more icons XD

hello hell D:

2007-03-29T10:09:04Z

I feel like shit. I completely fucked up my History test, even though I studied alot for it. Basically, I didn't do anything but study, and I thought I knew all of it by heart. Guess I didn't. So, afterwards, I went home. Cause I felt sick, and a desperate need to study for the two tests we have tomorrow. IFSHDIFDYFUDHFBDNDFF.

Thanks for commenting before, you guys. You're awesome and make me feel alot better *squishes*

askfjsdgkf

2007-03-27T10:11:38Z

So, i'm at school, about to have a rather dull class. So, guess what I found out yesterday - I have three fucking tests this week. THREE. I am still in denial and not getting any studying done. Yesterday I got home and was like "...*studies in a very lazy and no-good way*" So we have History, a test on Book-keeping, and then on the same day, like iaghogasdfgdfj on anatomy and muscles and nutrients and shit. D: Actually, I find the latter really interesting, but I am so stressed out O__O; But Easter vacation is coming up, and we're going to Berlin in about three weeks so FUADID. I just want to kill my teachers and stuff. D:

I am getting my hair cut today. I was gonna cut it like Charlie White, the figure skater XD Cause I was watching the figure skating thing, and they were awesome and I just loved his hair. But I forgot to print the pictures so I guess i'll have to find some magazine at the place or smth. CAN THIS POST GET ANY MORE INCOHERENT? argh. 5 minutes til class. Don't wanna.

and yes? HOUSE TOMORROW FOR ME. *flails*

is it tuesday yet.

2007-03-24T23:21:46Z

Today I ate a 500g box of grapes. I ate the grapes inside. Not the box. Yes.

i need your help, flist

2007-03-20T15:03:35Z

SO! YES! Need your help \:D/ For a school project thing. Basically, all I want you to do is answer a few questions XD S'not that bad, right? The alternative is me going out tomorrow morning and asking people. WHO AM I GOING TO FIND WILLING TO TALK TO ME AT 7AM? O__O I need to ask 50 people XD But since I don't have 50 lj friends, feel free to do it several times \:D/ You can do it anno. and everything XD Please?

IT'S ABOUT TELEVISION.
So it's not difficult ^__^

Here are the questions:
001 For what purpose do you watch Television? (Entertainment, News etc)
002 How do you get access to your TV channels? (I'm not entirely sure how it works in other places, but like, Cable? Satellite? You guys gotta help me out on this one XD)
003 Is Television your preferred form of media? (Others being Radio, Newspapers etc.)
004 How much time do you spend in front of your TV on weekdays?
005 How much time do you sepnd in front of your TV on weekends?

A couple more that shoulda been way up there XD
006 Do you own a TV?
007 At what times do you watch the most TV?

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SO. YES. My eternal love and gratitude to anyone who answers. LIKE, REALLY. O__O DON'T MAKE ME GO OUT THERE TOMORROW D:

in an odd mood

2007-03-16T18:17:20Z

There's a van on the other side of the street looking out my window with some writing on it. It says 'The Fish Car. I am sort of suspicious as to what it is doing there. I'm sure I heard someone knocking on our front door (the big one that we never really use), but when I got dad to look there was no one there. And 'The Fish Car is still there now, after atleast 20 minutes. There's a web adress too. I'm gonna go check it out.

...

Turns out, they deliver fish. Heh. Am still sort of creeped out though. But this could also be due to the fact that i'm watching the X-Files XD. I just started this morning, and i've gotten to episode three: Squeeze. I have this memory of my mom being away at some ceramics class, and me & dad are home alone and watching X-Files - I am pretty sure this is the episode we watched that night. I remember I was so scared, because there was some random white-ish dude in a sewer-y place that got chopped in half. XD. It sounds rather humorous now, but I remember going eeeeeee and hiding behind dad. I am somewhat less likely to do that today XD.

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I am so glad it's friday. I am completely worn out. I'm too tired to even talk about why i'm so tired.

i am tired

2007-03-11T23:34:53Z

I am tired.

Had a friend over this weekend, we had a House marathon, which was fun XD. But i'm tired. Grar. I need to get some sleep. Cannot think coherently enough to write coherent sentences.

I've still got ten more days before I need to return the audio books to the library, so I can just lie in bed and listen to P.G Wodehouse's Aunts Aren't Gentlemen. I have listened to it about five times. It is just that good - my favourite of the ones i've heard so far. I really want them in book form though D: But audio books are fun when you're traveling or at school or just relaxing, so I shouldn't complain x3. My favourite Wodehouse reader so far is Jonathan Cecil - maybe because he's the first one I heard.

I keep rambling. I love Jonny Lang's earliest album. His later ones were eh, and the latest I don't like at all - what happened~ D:?

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Umm. Creepily accurate D:

What does bon taste like?

2007-03-08T19:36:13Z

I taste like Bread.

I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You?

(If you were not Bread you would be Tea.)

Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.

I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?

I like being bread/tea. :D. Sort of matches my view of myself, in some odd way. I wonder if i'm really like that though O__O
Mom and I had a discussion about what i'm planning to do in the future. For some reason, I seem to have become smitten with the idea of Cambridge. Yes, please D:. Or maybe I should just start looking for a job or something equally frightening. Ergh. Don't wanna DX.

Either way - i'm gettin' outta here XD I do not want to live in this country longer than I have to.

tsumichu i'm coming to live with you XD *clings* I will take up permanent residence underneath your bed \:D/

awesome awesome awesome episode

2007-03-07T18:06:29Z

Half-Wit was an awesome awesome awesome awesome (I snuck in another awesome \:D/ *sneaky*) episode XD.

There was Huddy, Ham, Chameron, ..Horeman? xD and um, Chase/House XDD. There was not enough Wilson though D: Except the "Pizza With a Friend *points to self" Which was very cute x3

So, I liked Ham alot during Season 1, what with the monster trucks and cute-ness and yes. Now, I don't like it all that much - but there was tongue so what do I care XD *kicked*

Huddy ass grabbage wins. :]. Yes it does. Am very fond of this ship XD.

House/Chase hug was the cutest thing ever. O__O. Yes. Yup. Yepp. XD
and Foreman can be such a darling XD

I seem to have lost my fangirling touch D: I cannot do it properly anymore. *suffers*

I need House icons. Now, no new ep until March 27th. I hate Fox.

good things happened last week

2007-03-07T06:44:15Z

I totally aced my history test - top marks, baby *kicked* XD. It was on The Industrial Revolution and such things. Four of us went into the class room, got randomly given a paper slip with what we were going to take our test on, and then proceeded to answer whatever questions the teacher gave us. I got lucky and got France, which I knew lots about XD. I could answer all the questions (even though I sat going 'omg I can't remember' for about a minute before my brain started working DX) Afterwards he said "'You obviously know this'" \:D/ GOOD FEELING. XD. My friend, who knew about the same stuff I did, picked a subject that didn't work out D: If i'd gotten it, I wouldn't have been able to answer the questions either ;__; I felt so sorry for her ♥ (It was all very nerv-wrecking though, cause he gave you your grade right then and there o_o)

Right after that, we had another test. I think I did pretty well :3. Hopefully XD. It was about wills, marriage and that sort of thing. Who inherits what and when and what not.

IT HAS FINALLY COME. THE DAY I GET TO WATCH A NEW HOUSE EPISODE. XD. It is being very slow though - but it doesn't matter, I have to go to school now anyway D:. I have waited three weeks for this episode. And after this I have to wait another two weeks. But after that, nine straight weeks without any hiatuses. What.
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Does anyone know why, even though I have disabled icons, they keep showing up on my friends page and reply page? D: It looks very dispretty.

on things returning from places unknown and what not

2007-03-06T19:45:47Z

umm. so. hello? it's been a while, eh? XD. If you read this, stop by and say hi what. Must run off now to buy things of importance from local grocery store before it closes.

Moriyama Mirai Scans Ahoy~

2007-01-16T14:00:53Z

I was looking through my latest of issue of LOOK AT STAR VOL.24 just now, and decided that the Mirai pictures had to, just had to be, scanned. For the sake humanity and all that. Are you still a fan, tsumichu? I've been watching alot of his dramas lately, like Yakusha Damashi, Water Boys and Last Christmas~ and i've also realized that he has HIRUMA EYES. XD. Mirai & Tsukamoto MIX = Perfect Hiruma XD *kicked*

The original HUGE scans can be found HERE and the smaller original and edited versions HERE.

An Example

My subscription has ended. Must re-new as soon as possible.

spastic starfish and some such matters

2007-01-15T23:08:27Z

Have become completely obsessed with London Hearts. Is this a good thing? Probably not. X]. But for now i'll just indulge. Icon = Dancing Atsushi. XD. From the AOTA JESUS SPECIAL. Have re-watched this episode several times - it is brilliant. \:D/. The DEBUT SINGLE was called JESUS - and the chorus goes I WANNA KISS JESUS' POWER & SOUL!.

People who've never seen this show probably won't understand any of this. DX. BUT. Tomorrow (the 16th) is the first new LonHaato episode of the year \:D/ And it's a 2HR SPECIAL. BON IS VERY HAPPY.

Have been extremely nauseus/dizzy all day - since I woke up, got up and promptly got back down again. I could've stayed up, but then the inevitable down-coming would've have been far more uncomfortable. Went to school despite this - it was the INTRODUCTION of the following two week theme. Stayed at school for two hours. Went home. Did not feel like dying, but if it had to happen, i'd rather it not happen in the presence of people who I don't want to see me in such a state. Don't think I missed too much. AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS STUPID THEME-THING.

I still feel sick. Off to get some sleep. Bai-Bai-Cycle. XD

Happy New Year \:D/

2006-12-31T16:50:19Z

kotosei! I got your card~ It is uber pretty - Sankyuu <3 :D It is standing on my desk looking pretty right now x3

I've been drawing/painting alot these past two days @__@ I am beat D: I think i'll stop what i'm doing and play Twilight Princess instead ^0^ It's so good *__* (Although the lack of something to call Epona with quickly is bothering me xP I always have trouble finding the soddy grass xO) I've gotten to the Dessert Temple Thingy Place~ I'm sort of stuck~ BUT I WON'T GIVE UP X__X

I said i'd been drawing, right~? Here's what I've been working on the most: Actually, it started out as Higashi doing Itadakimasu - can't really tell anymore XD
Here's the original sketch: I have hand issues .____. XD Isn't it awful?

I watched the finale of Nodame Cantabille this morning (and got extremely pissed off when my parents kept interrupting me x3) ~ I need to re-watch it ima sugu XD It was so cute *0*

Hai tsumichu~ In 7 hours i'll be doing all of the applications \:D/ And I already spent all the money I got XD Remember I asked you to help me figure out what to get~? Once I got into it, it was pretty easy to get rid of it all x3
From Play Asia:
- Viewtiful Joe (what is this anyway? XD)
- Super Monkey Ball Adventure (XD)
- Fire Emblem: Path of the Blue Flame (This had better be as good as the GBA games~ x3)

From CD Japan:
- Tadashi Hirosawa - 896honme no March
- Something Else - COLOR

and finally from YesAsia:
- 2 Eyeshield Volumes & 3 Hachikuro Volumes

No Money Left. \:]/ All Is Right Again. x3

Christmas is oooover D:

2006-12-25T17:00:59Z

Hai. I got some very nice presents this year though :]

♥ Stephen Fry - Moab is my Washpot & The Hippopotamus (Books XD)
♥ Two shirts
♥ Singin' In The Rain DVD
♥ Jeeves & Wooster DVD BOX
♥ Passion Fruit Shower Gel Box Thing From The Bodyshop (XD)
♥ iPod Shuffle

Can you believe I got an iPod shuffle? O__O Last christmas they bought me a video iPod *__* And now, because my old mp3-player that I use when running broke, they got me the cute lil' shuffle *__* I'm afraid I might lose it though~ it's so small O__o;

ninuki @ 2006-12-18T11:01:00

2006-12-18T11:05:41Z

Finished watching Kuitan. Heard that a 2nd season is coming. Is this true? If so, I can be happy and frolick like the little monster I am again. XD. Meanwhile, I am watching old Shonentai clips on youtube → I Can But Giggle <3.

[Four days left]

☆無理です☆

2006-12-11T20:14:48Z

始めまして。ボンです。--学/学校二年生です。

しらねえええな。チェ。

A-HAAA-HA. It's impossible. I'm supposed to write a 自己紹介- demo, yappari muri da O___O And don't ask me why i'm mixing text like this - i'm in an odd mood. I have no idea what to write - so I won't write anything, hopefully someone can help me come up with something during class so I can write it then XD.

MY COPY OF FIELD OF COLORS ARRIVED TODAY. YEEY. It's so pretty. And shiny. And lovely. Ah, it was definately worth the money \:D/

Also, my copy of Twilight Princess for GameCube got shipped today~ So, i've still got that to look forward to :D I actually pre-ordered it in June, so i've waited ages O__O;

I HAVEN'T EATEN ANY ORANGES AT ALL TODAY. ERGH. WITHDRAWAL. I think I might be allergic ;__; My skin is really itchy, and since i've been eating so many of them~? It's an allergic reaction to something, but I don't know what.

I spent the entire weekend watching Kuitan and Nodame Cantabile - and re-watching Water Boys 2. I'm up to Kuitan Episode 4, Nodame Episode 5 and WaBo Episode 4 XD. And I shall continue with Nodame 6 now~

I WANT THIS. VERY VERY BADLY. SRSLY. REALLY BADLY I WANT THAT. EXCEPT THE OTHER WAY 'ROUND. mehagdfha Someone buy it for me? :D? *kicked* DX
...this too XD

☆ Orange fetish

2006-12-09T11:00:43Z

Whenever I try to peel an orange, it always end up spraying my eyes (x___O) It stings~ >0< I wonder why i've become so obsessed with oranges~ suddenly, I only want to eat them and nothing else >__>; Also, I have decided to stop eating unhealthy things~ ♪ Will it work? Probably not >__<

Yesterday we bough indian food~ my dish was extremely spicy (*0*) But really tasty~! The garlic nam was all wrong though~ it was hard and crispy, it's supposed to be soft~ ;__;
When we went to order the food, we decided to go rent a movie until it was done~ (also, I wanted to buy more oranges ☆)

[edit] My parents just got back from the grocery store~
Mom: They didn't have any ramen left~
Me: Ok >__<
Mom: But I bought oranges~ XD

LOL. [/edit]

lyrics :D

2006-12-07T22:19:37Z

I've gone from not updating at all to updating too much XD. Maa, this is only going to be a sort of short post. I've been romanizing the lyrics to a whole bunch of songs~ might as well post them, ne?
They're all awesome songs, so if you haven't heard any of 'em~ you suck *kicked* x]

TOKIO do! do! do!

ONE WAY doko made ikeba do! do! do!
EVERYDAY mienai asu he do! do! do!
donna STORY ga soko ni arun da?

nigate da nante itterannaiya
me ni shita hotondo ga shinkirou dakara
mune wo itameru koto ni tamerau hazu mo nai sa NO NO
fumidashita shunkan ni tsumazuite naname ni katamuku keshiki no naka da
itsumo aruita michi ga choudo jump shiyasunatta uh~yeah!!

ONE WAY doko made ikeba do! do! do!
EVERYDAY mienai asu he do! do! do!
donna STORY ga soko ni arun da?

ONE WAY yaru dake yaruze do! do! do!
yume ni kogarete FOREVER do! do! do!
nandomo IMAGE wo saa egakunda

bukiyou na aijoude yorisotte
futarishite niwaka ame ni nureta
sotto hiraita PEEJI no moji ga nijin de saita hana uh~yeah!!

ONE WAY isshou ni ikou do! do! do!
EVERYDAY shiranai basho mo do! do! do!
souda MELODY wo kuchizusamunda

ONE WAY chikatzuku hodo ni do! do! do!
yume ga furuete UP AND DOWN do! do! do!
te wo tsunaide sora wo kakerunda

ONE WAY doko made ikeba do! do! do!
EVERYDAY mienai asu he do! do! do!

ONE WAY yaru dake yaruze do! do! do!
yume wa afurete ENDLESS do! do! do!

hatenai mirai he
hatenai mirai he
arittake no ai de...

ONE WAY isshou ni ikou do! do! do!
EVERYDAY shiranai basho mo do! do! do!
souda MELODY wo kuchizusamunda

ONE WAY chikatzuku hodo ni do! do! do!
yume ga afurete UP AND DOWN do! do! do!
te wo tsunaide sora wo kakerunda...do! do! do!

TOKIO for you

tameiki tsunaide kusubutta melody wo "suki yo" -tte iu kara
soko kara hajimatta koi da

arifureta BE ALLRIGHT rikutsu naraba iranai monogatari tada futari
furete mita FEELING

for you miageta sora wo
for you agetai kara
and you ai wo mochiyoru -tte afureru kono uta wo
for you

kaze ga naku rhythm & blues sore dake wo kiiteita
bokura wa nagareta toki no nagasa mo shirazu
kiss shitari mata futari hateshinai eien

for you hirogete mina yo
for you sono tsubasa wo
and you kono te wo nigitte habatakeru yuuki wo
for you

kimi ga iru dake de boku mo tsuyoku narerunda

for you miageta sora wo
for you agetai kara
for you hirogete mina yo
for you sono tsubasa wo

tameiki wo tsunaide egaiteta melody ga ima
kumo ga ikikau youni
hikari no naka wo oyoida
itsumademo kono uta wo
for you

the massmissile haikei

Haikei! Oyaji, Ofukuro - genki ni shiteru ka?
Fudan metta ni denwa senshi, jikan ni mo nakanaka kaerarehen kara sa
tama ni wa kouyatte tegami demo to omotte na.

Saikin zuibun samukunatte kita kedo mou taigai ee toshi nan ya kara
kureguremo muri wa sentotte kure yo.

Iya, betsuni na taishita jyouji ga aru wake janai no yo
tada, genki ni yatton no kana~tte... iya datte na
kouyatte metsumutteru to sa, futari no shinpai souna kao bakkari
ukandeku no yo ya kara ima ore ga utaeru benki koto wa sa
"Ima made arigatou na" toka, sonna kotoba yanakute na.

Kitai doori ni soudatta nakute gomen na
jiman no musuko jya kesshitenain dakedo
demo ore na honmani na shiawase ni ikiteru kara sa
hitonami ni nayami mo aru keredo waratte kurashite masu kara.

na na, na na okan, ore ima da ni oboeteru koto ga hitotsu dake arun ya
are wa tashika chuugaku kurain toki yatta kana
nani mo kamo ga iya ni natte
gakkou mo jyuku mo piano sae mo zenbu nagedashite shimatta toki
sonna toki mo atta yaro?

Mou socchi wa wasurete shimatta kamo shiren kedo
an toki ore ni kureta kotoba hitotsu dake dattan yo
tatta no hitotsu dake dattan yo "Maa sou iu toki mo aru wana" tte,
sore ijyou nanimo iwankattan yo
"nigetatee ken, maketatee ken, sore demo honma no shunkan ni dake wa kagayaki nasai" tte,
sou senaka wo osareta mitai de na.

Waga michi wo tsuranuite hontou ni gomen na
ichiryuu no kaisha ni hairezu gomen na
demo ore na iman toko na koukai wa kanjitenai kara sa
shinu made meiwaku kakeru kedo mou sukoshi gaman shite kure yo.

Kitai doori ni soudatta nakute gomen na
jiman no musuko jya kesshitenain dakedo
demo ore na honmani na shiawase ni ikiteru kara sa
hitonami ni zetsubou suru keredo waratte kurashite masu kara.

"Mou, shinpaisen de daijoubu ya de" toka na,
toubun iesou mo nain ya kedo sa
demo na, ore wa ore de yokatta natte
honmani kokoro kara omotteru kara sa...
soko dake wa, anshin shite kore kara mo mimamototte na.

the massmissile nakama no uta

itsudemo hitori de ikiteru tsumori de atta
hito ni wa ienai koto ga kusaru hodo atta
tada chotto kurushikute zetsubou mo tama ni wa atta
sono toki bokura wa chiisana koe de tsubuyakeba iinda
hitori janai tte nakama ga iru tte

shourai no koto rainen no koto kangaeru no ga okku ni natta
raigetsu no koto ashita no koto kangaete mo ii koto nakatta
dakara kyou ima kono shunkan wo tada taisetsu ni shiyou ka
sugisatta kinou made no koto mo uketometemiruka mitsume naosu ka

kokoro nai egao ni wa boku wa sugu ni kizuita
kokoro aru sarigenasa boku wa kizuite nakatta
tsuugaku wa benkyou da butsurigaku wa youryou da
kimi no itami ya kimi no yasashisa to ka
dousurya ii no dousurya wakaru no
nani wo yomeba ii no
demo itsuka wakaru darou

hontou wa hitori janai tte
hontou wa nakama ga iru tte
kyou no ima made kuchi ni dasenakatta
tsuyoi darotte ikigatte itanda

tsurai koi mo densetsu ni nokoru shitsuren mo
tsurai juujyou mo kuuzenzetsugo no uragiri mo
sono hito ni deauwanakatta seikatsu yori
zutto yokatta zutto yokatta zutto yokatta

hontou wa hitori janai tte
hontou wa nakama ga iru tte
dare ni mo nan ni mo oshiete kurenakatta
ashita no yotei ni wa nakatta

hontou wa chiisana koe de
iya, hontou wa ooki na koe de
hitori janai tte sore ga nakama da yo tte
oshiete agetai dake nanda
oshiete hoshii sore dake dattan da
sore ga nakama da

aqua timez sen no yoru wo koete

aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuita -tte
suki na hito ni wa suki -tte tsutaerun da

anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo iin da
donna ni negai nozomou ga kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga
takusan aru darou sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara

sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuita -tte
suki na hito ni wa suki -tte tsutaerun da
kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo
demo suki na hito ni wa suki -tte tsutaerun da

kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi wo kotoba jya iiarawasenai ne
dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi iro azayaka ni tsugiru akio do re mi de utatte
fuyu wo sei ni haru no komorebi wo machi atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to

kita michi to ikisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shiteita boku
muki aitai demo sunao ni narenai massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatta ano hi no boku wa
mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shiteita

sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni ikou tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuita -tte
suki na hito ni wa suki -tte tsutaerun da
sono omoi ga kanawanakuta -tte
suki na hito ni suki -tte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa.

Atari Kousuke Sorezore ni

soyou kaze ga tsugeru haru no otozure
saki midareru hana no kaori ni tooi kimi wo omou

haru no hi ni mimamorarete hana ga saku youni
itsuka wa kibou no hi ga terasu deshou

sorezore ni sorezore no kimeta michi wo aruki
itsu no hi ka hohoende
mata aeru sono toki made

tasogare ga tsugeru aki no otozure
utsuri yuku kurenai no sora ni tooi hibi wo omou

aki no hi ni mimamorarete minori naru youni
itsuka wa kimi no yume mo kanau deshou

sorezore ni sorezore no kimeta michi wo aruki
itsu no hi ka hohoende
mata aeru sono toki made

ano hi kawashita yakusoku bokura ga egaiteita
mirai wa donna iro ni somaru no deshou

sorezore ni sorezore no kimeta michi wo aruki
itsu no hi ka hohoende
mata aeru sono toki made

kimeta michi wo aruki
itsu no hi ka hohoende
mata aeru sono toki made

I think that's it~! Well, i'm pretty sure I did Atari Kousuke's Sorezore ni~ but it's not in my lyrics folder~ ;__; Where'd it go?

[edit] I've also pre-ordered Hirakawachi 1-chome's new single Eien no Yakusoku~ It's due on 2007.02.14. It's the first time i've ever looked forward to Valentine's Day. [/bitter] XD.
ALSO. I need a new album, Hirakawachi Ichi~ D: Not just a cover album~ even though it was very pretty and lovely and nyaay I still need a new one. Ok? \:D/

[edit 2] I FOUND THE SOREZORE NI ROMAJI. YES. I'M AWESOME.

rest in peace

2006-12-07T07:53:16Z

My grampa just passed away - just a couple of minutes ago, I think. The hospital called mom this morning and said he was doing really badly, so she decided to take the car and go up there (the hospital he's at is sort-of far away from here), she usually takes the train, but she didn't want to wait. They called and told her he'd passed on just as she'd gotten into the car. I'm almost crying. Whenever I feel starting, I bite my lip so it'll stop. I don't like crying, it makes me feel stupid - i've gotten really good at not doing it. But only in serious situations - I can still cry if I do badly on a test/assignment that I've worked hard on. Sort of odd, isn't it?

Not really sure what to do - I have to stay home from school because we can't leave the dog on his own. I had a presentation today, but the others in the group said it was ok and that they'd take care of it.

I don't have an icon that fits this kind of entry. Come to think of it, I haven't made any new icons in over 6 months. I should.

Well, this is just a grand 'Day-After-I'm Back' entry.

I think i'm gonna friends lock this entry. I usually never do. I think there's something wrong with this layout that makes it impossible for friends to see friends locked entries. Just reply with whatever so I can tell?

am i back, or aren't i?

2006-12-06T09:13:18Z

uaaaa. hisashiburi~ i'm back with another horrible layout^tm :] I figured I could do Shirotan justice, but no DX. I wanna be able to make awesome layouts like the sock-nibblers on my flist. I'm at school now, so any inspiration to update is GONE XD. I get so self conscious when people can peek ^^ I'll write more and get back to my lj-routine o__o